December 2009
2010
a new year. it seems like each year has held more and more stuff in it than the last. i dont know if that is cause im getting older or just cause of how my life has been. but this year, shall hopefully be better than the ones in the past have been. one reason is because of the person im with. she will be the biggest reason why the new year will start off great, i just wish i could see her the time...
So
So I know my post are usually really boring & pretty much no one will ever read them but i don’t care. But this post is about the movie I just watched. It is one of my favorite movie of all times & will probably always be. It is Butterfly Effect. I could watch that movie all day long. But anyways that is it.
12-20-09
So I already know today will sucked. That’s about all I can write about today.
12-19-09
So today has been packed full of some surprises. My eyes were opened up when I had to help people at big brothers. I know I’m really lucky to have alot of what I have. & I have more things than most. & I get to where everything could seem the same as the next thing. But when you see a woman start to cry just to know her daughter or son will be able to get a bike or just some gifts...
12-18-09
so today was good & bad at the same time. ugh i have to much on my mind right now. i dont feel like typing anything else.
Ashleymoonlight
Ok :D
& your wellcome for following.
& I’ll also try to be entertaining.
12-17-09
So today went pretty good. Had exams today. Got a 90 on one, the other not really looking forward in knowing what it is. But I got to see Franky later on. & she gave me my Christmas present. & I like it. But I still have to get her something. But that will have to be later. Only a one or two things bothered me today. Which is kinda good since i’ll worry about that later on. Cause I...
Time
Is something that seems to never work out in my favor. It seems like things are always to late or to far away in time. To me my age is just a number. To others it is something that just holds me back. But it’s whatever, just gotta wait I guess.
11-16-09
So today was better than yesterday. the biggest reason would be that Franky & I have been together for a month now. & my day went by pretty smoothly. I’m just happy that I have her. :)
music
I lisen to, to much music. but music is one of the main things that will keep me sane. from all my thoughts.
11-15-09
so today sucked for more than one reason. one thing lead to another in my head. & before I knew it I was having so much stuff in my head, it was just alot for me to handle. &pretty much all my grades are barely passing. & the sad thing is how easy I find school but ever since my life started to fall my grades went with it. so even if I try to understand whatever I’m learning my...
sensitive
Is something I really wish I wasn’t so much. I will try my hardest to never show that someone hurt me in anyway. but that surely doesn’t mean they can’t. I get hurt so easily now. but I do what I shouldn’t with it all. I just shove all that hurt inwards. which then leaves me where when I get hurt to be way worse than it should be. the thing that is always in my head. is...
so nights are the worst times for me
so, I have always had to many thoughts going through my head. I usually can’t handle it. just from how most of the stuff in my head is what breaks me down easily. something I think about alot is past relationships not really about who it was. but more of how I wanna make sure history doesn’t repeat itself. but whenever that happens it also brings up really bad stuff. from seeing people...
so I think my first post will be about....
Franky(: I know I have already told you this but I truely wish you could know how strong my feelings are for you. & I would just be so lost without you. you have given me something to always look forward into a day. even if I know the rest of the day will be like hell. I will always know at least I’ll be able to see you & those moments are what make my day. & it’s so crazy...
hai tharr
I love youu:) -franky